Just Reading Along Your Messages

I feel humor is the only way to live and to move forward as you see yourself in one room as you cross out from your calendar days until you can go out again.

I decided to write a list of food I want to eat and things I want to do if I could when they times comes.

Sometimes we need to write a list to put strength in our soul to look forward to something much brighter than where we are right now.

We have a lot of time to think and figure what changes we want from ourselves.

List of how we will learn to budget our money wisely and not buy unnecessary items we don’t need.

As we have our list we sometimes make changes based on our mood and sometimes those changes are for the better.

I have a friend she was telling me when she return to work her hours will decrease. I was telling her you’re lucky you have a job to fall back into when this crisis is over where there are other people who are jobless or business that has lost a lot of money due to our situation.

People sometimes make the wrong choices not able to be satisfied in what is there for them.

The people who have jobs are lucky because there are other people who wish they have an income to shoulder the expenses for their family needs.

Sometimes people take their life for granted and need someone to tell them what they have is much greater than someone else life.

The fact she shared with me her news made me realize how other people think differently than you.

The good part she had listened to what I had told her not to make a mistake that she may regret later on in the future.

I realized I am thankful I have a job and a salary while I am in lockdown.

There are a lot of people blessed to have a job and something to hold on too.

I am thankful for a lot of things in my life and I know I am not the only one that feels like this too.

I am also thankful I have an audience that loves to read what I write and there to hear what I have to say.

My friend told me it seems I have a lot to say every time we see each other online. I ask my friend why she only read what I type and she doesn’t make a comment.

She told me she is afraid to tell me what she feels.

I told her being friends comes to a life of a rollercoaster it goes up and comes down during those times we learn who are friends really are.

I told my friend it would be nice if you can talk or type in your end I feel I am the only one making a conversation as I am excited to hear and talk with you.

Has that ever happened to you because I feel strange I am talking and typing what is happening to me and then the person on the other end is just reading a long.

To catch their attention I would stop myself and ask them a question because I feel I am talking to no one or a wall who just read along what you type in the message box.

You sometimes wonder if they are really paying any attention to you. Or maybe they are not even online but pretend to find it not interesting.

I did in reverse the next day my friend message me I left my phone somewhere not telling them anything let them type just like what I did to them the last time.

I wanted to see if they would notice I wasn’t responding to their messages because I wanted to have a piece of their own medicine.

People don’t realize what they do to you when you do it to them.

Some friends are not wide open to see what they do to their other friends online I prefer to let me know if they are busy and they cannot chat when they are online instead of misleading the person.

I wish some of them we’re honest to tell me instead of you getting excited for nothing.

I do have best friends who tell me when they are busy or where they are going but tells me I can still type while they are driving.

When they tell me they are driving I prefer not to type I don’t want them to get an accident because they are being bothered by reading my messages.

I would wait until my friend message me when they are already home it seems safe this way.

Even though you're far away safety is always first in any way you live.