Chapter 17: Shivering Feeling

Michelle had belongings left behind in the home of Jack in order to get it she went with him to get it. Michelle had entered the home of Jack she had a feeling she didn’t want to enter a home that gave her memories that was too painful to open her broken heart. From that point she realize she was just in an illusion in her mind she wanted to return back with Jack because she was thinking of the good memories they had shared. In her heart she was broken apart as she entered the home she remember all the moments she had cried alone in the bathroom seating down not knowing what to solve her problems feeling she was left alone.

Michelle realized something that phobia she had in her heart been something she couldn’t explain to anyone and she couldn’t figure it out why she had felt the way she did.

As she grabbed all her personal belonging and rush out from the home with Jack he brought her to back to his mom’s home.

Jack had prepared Michelle’s room since his parents are too old and living in the ground floor and Michelle sleeping on the second floor in their guest room.

Jack brought Michelle out to do some grocery shopping to buy food she will be cooking for his parents and stuff she needed to bring with her during her stay.

Jack didn’t mind spending money on Michelle his attitude began to change the way he started appreciating Michelle more that he was able to spend time with her.

Michelle had spend time with Jack’s parents the mom and dad she had cooked them a meal each day. Michelle did what she always done cleaned their home by giving them the hospitality of having an adopted daughter they always wanted.

Each day Jack’s mom shared stories to Michelle and the topic of Jack’s girlfriend Dana who was replaced by her during their relationship.

Michelle was too curious to find out how this Dana looked like because she wanted to see who looked better.

Jack’s mom had informed Michelle she is friends with Dana in social media. Jack’s mom showed Michelle how Dana looked like and Michelle began to laugh at loud. Michelle said I was trying to figure how she looked because I kept asking Jack for a picture of her or why they don’t have a picture in their profile in social media.

Jack’s mom began telling Michelle how she looked scary to her with the eyes so strong she has an impression that Dana is a bad influence to her son Jack but she cannot seem to do anything about it.

That moment on all the shivering feeling Michelle had felt had vanish she felt it was like magic feeling has flush out and she realized she really had no feelings for Jack it was just an imaginary dream in our head that made her believe there was something still there.

After seeing how Dana looked to compare to herself she had realized it was time for her to focus on Michael and she has a better chance with him.

Jack began calling up Michelle up saying hi babe how you are and during that point Michelle never gave in she was laughing on him because the feeling for Jack was no longer there. Michelle asked Jack I thought we are just like siblings since your parents want to adopt me and we no longer have any relationship with one another you have a girlfriend Dana and I have a boyfriend Michael it is time for us to move on to a different direction in our life.

Holding On to Your Past Relationship:

• Some people feel when they cannot explain why they have been exchange by someone else they need solid proof to see it for themselves in order to move on.
• Some people hold on leaving an illusion in their heads not realizing it is just minds playing games in their head that gives them hope full feeling to secure from a person they had felt comfortable being with from the beginning.
• Sometimes a person is afraid to move on out of their past relationship and hold something against them to move on to their new relationship.