When was a time in your life you felt everything was falling apart?

 

For the past few days I felt my world was falling and I didn’t know what to do or how I would feel when my world was falling apart it wasn’t serious to other people but to me it felt a big impact something I had worked so hard for and didn’t want it to end or to feel I had quit on something I just begun to be recognized for what effort I did to establish my blog.

My domain need a renewal and my credit card is already expired and since we are experiencing pandemic I need to find away how I can pay it on time before it had really expired. Due my credit card was coming from another country I had to find out if a new card was sent to my home town.

Every day I couldn’t sleep and the more I worked to do more researched I came to a dead end something I had to see if my personal blog really mean anything to me or how would I cope if it we’re no longer in my hands.

Or I thought what if I had applied to a new web host and a domain but then again I would need to start from the beginning which means I am far away from where I’ve already started.

I kept myself away from telling anyone because I knew no one could help me because everything was link under my name and no one is held responsible only me alone.

I don’t usually keep things to myself I seem a different person isolated to my own world something my friends never knew who I was the first time in my life I didn’t need to explain what I was going through even if I wasn’t in the mood to talk or ask for help from someone.

Even though I felt my world falling apart I kept everything to myself and did so many researches to see what other possibilities I can come up with in order to find out how I can renew my domain name.

I had to think hard if I wanted to continue having a blog and if what I was doing was something I can handle not having a part of my life. Or was I really earning enough money from it and the effort and time I had put myself into my personal blog worth it.

I realized in every situation not in a relationship you can feel broken apart something you had for almost a year yet when your world is ending you tend to try to solve no feeling you are a failure but to find other options to make it all work out.

Finally, after days of stressed and not eating property something came up and I was able to solve something on my own.

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