Out of your friends who are using TikTok on their phone seems a popular social media application. Carmina tried making an account in TikTok in the beginning I was getting dizzy inside too many things going on. I had deleted the account and uninstalled on my phone. Second time Yssa was telling me to try it again she had invited me. I felt uneasy for some reason felt the application was complicated. Yssa and Mary Ann was telling me to click and watch videos and click the rewards. I couldn't do it some reason wasn't allowed to claim saying not available in my country. I am living in the Philippines which was strange because both Yssa and Mary Ann live in same country. I decided to delete my account and uninstall the application. Third time Mary Ann said among her friends I am the only one who doesn't have a TikTok account. I decided not to link to my Facebook account since it is on lock mode and found out reason to believe why you cannot claim any rewards. I had used my email ...
No one wants to talk about when our life is about to expire. Definitely it will come to everyone in the future when God feel it is time to leave the presence of where you're at.
Ever been in a situation when your other parent needs you the most when they have lost their other half.
Carmina has recently found out her stepmom Mama Tess passed away in the States. I am unable to fly down because I am also taking care of Mom Violy.
When your left in the dark and no one giving you the funeral services to attend online curiosity comes in mind.
After dwelling and gather all my emotions having two attempts Mama Tess was next by me when her floral scent was next to me. In my dream Mama Tess told me to think only the good memories of her. Mama Tess wanted me to explain everything we did together.
Memories of Mama Tess and Carmina Together
We had attended a children's birthday party with my family. In our photo is Carmina, Mama Tess and Papa Ping who is my brother in-law's grandpa.
While I was in town in California, we ate at Mama Tess favorite California Pizza near Great Mall to meet with stepbrother Mark.
Year after Carmina ate at Aunt Rita and Tita Jaime's house in Danville, California along with my dad and Mama Tess.
Celebration of my dad's birthday with his family in Napa Valley, California.
Year 2017 during Memoria Weekend my dad introduces me to his ballroom friends another interest they spend together. I had gained new friends who are consider my other Father and Mother.
Year 2019 we went to San Francisco a place Mama Tess love to visit when I am in town.
Mama Tess was wearing a white outfit with florals. In my dream it was very bright while I am talking to her in my dream all my worries went away.
I woke up the next day feeling I need to stop delaying my life.
I realized that Mama Tess will understand why I cannot be there for my dad right now.
When someone dies do you sense anything from them?
I've always had a scent from the air when I mentioned their names. Or at passing I can see an image of them where they use to stay.
I never been afraid of someone who has passed away.
Everyone it takes a longer time to get over and heal what they are feeling deep inside.
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